Note: This is a machine translation Chapter 162
I openly tell Kami-sama.
I want power. In other words, even become a god.
"Is that really okay?"
Kami asks to be suspicious.
But don't worry, Mr. Kami.
I was convinced and chose it.
I gently put my hand on Kami-sama's hand.
"It's decided to be good. If my loved one dies because of my lack of power ... I'm sure I'll regret it for the rest of my life. I'm sure until I'm about to die. If I live with all my strength, I'll die. I shouldn't have done it. I don't like that. "
I say while gently rubbing Kami-sama's hand.
"Because-that life is probably not happy, calm, or peaceful. It's not the life I wanted."
"But ... if you become a god, that's why Yukki's life is too long and you're probably not happy. It may be calm or peaceful. It's not what Yukki wanted, right?"
Kami argues with an uneasy voice.
But I have the answer to that.
"Then, don't worry. If you have memories of living with a loved one, I'm sure you'll be filled with happiness rather than loneliness. And in a long time, you'll get to know someone again and get along well. I might be able to
"Maybe I can't?"
"Then, I rely on Kami-sama. I'm the same god, so you'll be with me forever, right?
"...! Yukki!"
When Kami heard my words, she hugged me tightly and strongly while raising a crying voice.
While saying good, I stroked Kami-sama's hand.
I would like to stroke my head, but unfortunately Kami is hugging from behind, so it is impossible.
"... I'll say it now, but I'm grateful to Kami-sama."
I have a feeling to comfort Kami who is trying to be painful.
"I was honestly thinking that this power was too strong right after I reincarnated in fantasism. But thanks to this power, I was able to meet the rig and stay with him. I was able to protect the rig when it was dangerous. After all, I thought that this power was necessary. "
That's right. That's what I've been thinking about for a long time.
At first, I thought that the power I received from Kami was unnecessary.
I thought that too much force would cause problems.
But ... Thanks to my strength, I eventually met the rig.
And while working as a hunter, I realized that I needed special power to continue living peacefully with fantasism.
This world is completely different from Japan ... the earth.
It is a place where innumerable beings that have stronger power than weapons are crowded together.
If you want to surely protect your loved one in such a place ... Certainly, you will need a ridiculous level of power.
"If you want to maintain a normal life and a normal happiness in this world, you definitely need tremendous power. So I ... thank Kami for giving me the power to make it happen. I have. "
"No……"
Kami-sama moves with her head on my nape.
"Well, I'm kind of shy. I'm glad to be praised like this, Yukki."
Kami-sama is squirming while hugging me. It's probably a shame.
‥ …… If you keep it normal like this, it's a pretty girl without any problems.